Cope Up!

It's been a while since i shared my thoughts here. Lot of things happened. From my mom, my job and my relationship to my girlfriend. These past few months, I've been busy taking care of my mom and for that I totally forgot my responsibility to Resty. Almost every night when Resty call me over the phone, we usually end our conversation yelling and fighting. That incident really bothers me. I can't blame Resty for what I did but I can't leave also my mother without someone taking care of her. My mom died last November. And unfortunately I lost my job. I chose mom over my job because as my father said, I am the only one who has a less paying job compare to my 2 siblings. But I was not choosing my mom because of what my dad said, it was my choice to drop my job to personally took care of my mom. I was so scared that our relationship was at stake, that I already lost my mom and I can't afford to lose Resty. I tried my best saving our relationship and I was very thankful that I was able to do so. Lesson learned, try to balanced everything and pray hard.